It seems like this has taken forever, but finally I can tell the world!
For the past ten years I have been on an amazing journey, discovering who I really am, what I really want in life, a deeply spiritual journey, that has brought me to where I am today.
Around three years ago, I was mega busy, loving every moment of my work.
Running a crystal shop and healing centre, helping so many people.
I was teaching, running workshops.
I was also renting a beautiful little cottage, and was at the point of feeling …
“life does not get better than this”.
All the tough parts of life seemed to be behind me, I had done an amazing amount of self-healing, my connection to Nature, Angels, Creator and Spirit was amazing.
I know I use that word…amazing… a lot, but I couldn’t quite believe how life was, after everything I had come through.
One beautiful summer day, there I was sitting in my beautiful little garden, feeling completely at peace with myself and the world. I was thinking… “it doesn’t get much better than this”.
When a little voice said to me… “oh yes it does” “just you wait”.
So being the nosey kind of girl I am…. I just had to ask…” show me”
The next question that came is “how do you want to feel”?
In a split second my answer was “free”.
Then I was shown the most amazing things, and the feeling I was given is like nothing I have ever experienced. It was like having a dream, but I was fully awake. I knew that I would be travelling, and that I would be physically and emotionally free in every way.
Not long after that I realised that if I wanted to have this amazing feeling of freedom, I had to stop trying to control, I had to trust where I was being led.
Did I ever mention I used to be a massive control freak!!
Once we let go of fear, love starts to take over, and magic starts to happen.
I am getting to the point… I promise.
Well my lease is up on the shop (a little earlier than it should have been).
And I am about to start planning my adventure.
I will be going to New Zealand, partly to see my sister who I have not seen in person for 10 years, and partly because I can. Then on to Australia, and where ever the wind blows me or destiny takes me.
I will be buying and selling camper vans as I go, time to be a real hippy, that’s the physical freedom part. I will be able to travel around, stopping when I want to, and moving on when I want to.
I plan to continue to work on my crochet designs as I go, and I am really looking forward to trying some of the amazing hand spun yarns in New Zealand… well there are more sheep than people there 😉
And I hope to meet some of the amazing people I have come into contact with through Facebook, both the spiritual and the yarny folks.
I have already been asked about doing some crochet retreats in the USA, so that is all in the mixing pot too.
And I will be hunting for crystals as I go, connecting to Mother Earth, and embracing the histories and peoples of each area I visit.
When you follow your heart, and do what you love, the love takes over and life can be truly magical.
So here I am, free to just BE, extremely excited, to see where the wind or Creator takes me.
I will be spending the next 2 months planning my trip, and helping Mum through her hip replacement surgery, getting her mobile again, and just enjoying the wonderful relationship we now have.
I have another big crochet project coming up, and that will be the test of how easy it is to be completely free and yet stay connected, where it matters, at the same time.
Time to purchase a new phone and a new camera, to record all the amazing things I will see.
And the only other thing I keep hearing (in my head) is “second star to the right, and straight on till morning” yes I feel a little bit like Peter Pan. But I have already fought Captain Hook and killed the Crocodile!! The past is behind me and the future beckons.
Maybe some of you will understand why I have this on the front page of my website…..
Who knows where the road goes, where the love flows, only time…..
When we allow ourselves time to listen to our heart and allow our creativity to flow.
Peace descends upon us and joy starts to grow.
Do what you love and love who you are.
You are divinely perfect in every way.